Broken and remade!!!

Yearning for brokenness...
Lusting for brokenness...
Pining for brokenness...
Because brokenness is what you envision in me!!!
I'm puzzled if its only your delusion;
just when bitterness hits n' moments sadden.!.!

Seize my heart and weld it...
Seize my soul and transmute it...
Seize my voice and attune it...
Because seizing is the last vestige!!!
I can hear the melody outpour;
brimming with passion so vehement.!.!

Since truth is in betrayal...
Since truth is in deception...
Since truth is in fake...
Truth is a beauteous fib!!!
Am I hallucinating o' even my existence is true??!!!
Living in a cloudland just like everyone of you.!.!


-- G